jlangevin

Excuse my language but…

                           what a fucking year

so much growth and change in one damn year ohhhhh 2011 please don’t disappoint me.

NOTE TO SELF:

Hey Self,

             How have you been? I want you to ponder photography, drawing, and design classes at CCRI. I at least want an associates for now. Oh, and in 2011 put other people first, do what you want to do, meet people, stop being shy and go out and fucking enjoy life.

                                                       Sincerely ,

                                                          Self

P.S. find a fucking car

all of a sudden my hair has just pooofed into a big fuzzball time for some hair shaving time tomorrow hopefully

I feel like such a debby downer lately and dont want to bitch to anyone about it because it does no good putting you problems on others

Eh i must say this christmas was better than i expected this year goodnight errybody

I am not in it but…

Merry Christmas to everyone hope everyone’s safe, happy and enjoying everything and everyone they have.

I think too much I need to express how I feel more but, that,s just not who I am.

oh and I NEED SLEEP i have presents to wrap and its 11 o clock

I wanna move out really bad or go on a long trip by myself or just make a big fucking change I need to do something to change from who I am to who I want to be and get out of this 24/7 pissed off mood.

I want:

to find something I am passionate about

go to college

meet new people without losing touch of now people

move out

get a new car

get over all the people I no longer talk to

do what I want to DO

and finally become who I am supposed to be and can be

I think i think  too much